Noise

My mind is so noisy I can't hear myself think.

The noise comes mostly from my eyes, and occasionally, my ears.

The sounds merge and vibrate up to my brain, getting louder as they do so.

There, my brain comes in with a band of it's own, with very loud electronic instruments and amplifiers.

Unfortunately, my heart likes to jostle in with its own orchestra. It doesn't care whether the band is playing or not, or if the sounds would merge together, or if it should wait for a better time to start playing- it just comes in as it like.

So you see, there are a lot of sounds going on in my head. Apparently, they think it's fun to mess around like that.

Trouble is, they all don't play the same tune. They play different melodies in different harmonies, making different symphonies in different keys, chords and arrangements.

Thus, it is not music.

It is noise.